What Kind of Day Has It Been

So it's been a while since I've posted to this blog. Mostly for the selfish reasons of not having my personal life become everyone's business. I know, I know...I could just write about something else, but that just wouldn't be my style. And it's hard not to write about the one thing that's turned your life upside down and inside out.

I recently became a statistic of yet another person looking for a job in the worst economic times since I was born ('82 was not a good year). So I've been spending a lot of time on ChurchJobs.net, YouthSpecialties.com/jobs, and various "church ministry" job boards. Putting out resumes, sending emails, and beefing up my web design site http://thelokey.com (now complete with portfolio).

Needless to say I've kept fairly busy. On the lazy side, I've spent way too much time on the internet, playing SPORE, and watching a lot of Netflix movies. I just got canned, give me a break!

All that to say is that some days I wanna scream and shake my fist at God for allowing this to happen. Some days I'm optimistic and God and I are on the same "something good is going to come of this" page. I never know what kind of day it's going to be until my feet hit the floor.

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Anonymous said…
I beg to differ, 1982 was a very good year because God gave you to us and as a bonus, you looked just like my dad. While God took him home two months after your birth, I can see him in your beautiful blue eyes. I know things look dim right now, but God had a reason for it and on the other side or down the road, perhaps it will be revealed. Keep trusting, keep praying, keep searching His Word. Love you lots, MOM
February 5, 2009 at 12:11 PM
Anonymous said…
PS - Maybe you should re-read the Book of Job (see post from 1-11).
Compared to what Christ went through for us, this is a "piece of cake". Praying for you, MOM
February 5, 2009 at 12:16 PM
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